For a while I have been waiting; for plenty of things to happen according to how I want them to happen. Well, after waiting for such a long time, I've never known whether I've waited long enough for it. Sometimes when you wait for something to happen it tears apart your instincts and the hope. Hope is such an entity which doesn't kill you while you live. It doesn't let you make those wrong moves. It doesn't let you think negatively for a long time either. The wait has taught me many things about myself. Firstly, it has taught me tremendous patience with myself and most importantly with other people. It has taught me to see good things in future for myself. I have learnt that everything happens for the good, and everything always happens to teach us something.
The wait has gifted me with the ability to not over react. It has taught me obedience to situations around me. It has taught me to deal with people sailing in the same situation. It has taught me diplomacy to an extent and how to deal with certain truths of life. It has taught me to avoid certain aspects of future and handle the present with discipline.
The wait surely has taught me how to love better; be it myself or others. It is this wait which makes me grow and mature in future and helps me to thrive for more. Yes, it killed me from within, it questioned my loyalty and my ability to change, but I know the traces of this wait has given me people like me which I will cherish.
2 comments:
Sometimes the pain of the 'wait' perhaps doesn't kill you, but makes you numb. And you learn to cherish the numbness.. so much so that when the 'wait' is finally over, you start wishing otherwise.
Lovely thoughts Vinod. Always a pleasure to read :)
Totally agree to the point you made. The numbness sometimes makes it worth it. ;) Thanks Su! :)
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