It feels like I know you,

Your actions are from the future..

Time routes itself through my nerves,

and I see you before the time shows itself up...

The result is uncertain..

Everything gets hazy around me,

I just wanted to do good to you..

My mind reviles itself..

My heart pounds with anxiety..

Unanswered questions,

show me the gift of my existence,

They still remain though..

I wanna spare you a moment,

Feel the pain you showed me before,

would you wither?

My hands tremble as I reach out,

I don't want to hurt you anymore...

The guilt is unnerving..

I fail to see happiness...

I fail to see myself in the mirror,

I see what I shouldn't have..

negates all the sweet surprises..

Forces my power out of me.. 

I still live,

Hoping I'd be prepared..

I still live,

cause what matters is my Present...

The future is why I still live..