Can't think of a title for this one... Just expresses a new state of mine...

When I'm left alone in a company,
thoughts popping up are so many..
should I make the first move ?
and get our mind's to groove ?

Just when I needed that smile,
to make me walk that extra mile,
it made me utter those first words,
but felt like a war of bows and swords!

Was it excitement to talk to you ?
or was it a feeling that was new ?
you just don't make me open my mind,
are we really of the same kind?

May be this conversation had to be started,
I don't really think we're souls departed,
but still, my eyes are stuck upon your sight,
you're more than a friend, though it doesn't seem right ..

I'd still say I love talking to you,
but i guess you still don't have a clue,
losing myself is not something that I want,
Giving more than this is something I cant!!