Light through my fingers !
These people seem familiar dont they ? :)

When the world seemed so dark and new,
you taught me how to see the brightness...

when i felt the strength fading in me,
you held my hand and took me for a stroll...

when i was scared of being hurt,
you covered me up and assured me i'm safe...

when i'd lost hope of a peaceful sleep,
you asked me to sleep on your lap...

when i thought some thing's amiss here,
i turned around and saw you... :)

And we're just lost,
Are we awake or sleeping ?
To realise it isn't a dream...
or is the dream just reality ?
the heaven's above us or with us ?
are we just bears running after honey,
or is the sweetness really defined in us ?
lost in the cradle of happiness,
sleeping in the lap of love...
seeing our reflection in the gleaming water...
years of life lived in minutes...
and years of speech spoken in silence..
lets get back to sleep and dream about reality,
or just sit back and realise this dream?

Unbound mind
- Who are you ? : version 2

I had reached out for a lending hand,
didn't ever know I'd get two.
Just when I'd fished the first
second came with a feeling so true.

I can talk to your mind,
I can talk to you,
but being silent is what i prefer-
cause words of the eyes are so pure and true.

A shoulder that i ask for ,
the hands that wipe my tears away.
my endless worries travel away,
my mind's with me with you.

The unhurt traveller's companion,
in the journey of a contented life.
As we watch the sun set in the sky,
and smile at the smile so new.

:)

Can't think of a title for this one... Just expresses a new state of mine...

When I'm left alone in a company,
thoughts popping up are so many..
should I make the first move ?
and get our mind's to groove ?

Just when I needed that smile,
to make me walk that extra mile,
it made me utter those first words,
but felt like a war of bows and swords!

Was it excitement to talk to you ?
or was it a feeling that was new ?
you just don't make me open my mind,
are we really of the same kind?

May be this conversation had to be started,
I don't really think we're souls departed,
but still, my eyes are stuck upon your sight,
you're more than a friend, though it doesn't seem right ..

I'd still say I love talking to you,
but i guess you still don't have a clue,
losing myself is not something that I want,
Giving more than this is something I cant!!

Unhurt traveller..

How the mind sways,
and finds its own ways,
takin me up the steep tea garden,
a decision that has no pardon,

what do i have to regret ?
for there's not one secret..
for the company which i seek,
is the same as latin and greek..

why do i remember those odd faces ?
from some of the odd looking places,
and why don't i need a company ?
for those i like are so many..

some roads just don't answer,
but the mirage just increases my temper,
for i seek happiness in every inch,
this dream just needs a hard pinch..

guess i just enjoy travelling on roads,
and the journey of breakin the codes,
a couple of loved ones i must go with,
is the only way i can understand this myth..

Here.... hope you're confused with this one.. :)

Your first sight -
didn't make me love you..
ignorance and my plight,
couldn't let me touch you..

I got to know-
that you don't like me..
you never said no,
cause there's no one like me..

I cannot resist-
the way I like you..
you cannot resist,
for you don't know I like you..

Just want that-
one hug of happiness..
and just like that,
surround myself with sadness..

Take me there-
where you and I can live..
take my hand with care,
cause I need my life to live..

EYE HUNTER - Beware .. You're being READ..

Crossroads leading to nowhere,
Guess your mind's the same,
You know I'm not gonna be there,
You feel I'm just lame...

Your eyes attract my soul,
Your smile forces your eyes to smile,
"Yes" says my heart when it comes to your poll,
Your eyes makes me walk that extra mile....

I love the way you look at me,
For you don't know you're being read,
Your smile sets my soul free,
For the eye hunter gets his bread ...

Had Written it for a pal ... but doesn't hold good for the living...

LIVIN ALONG MYSELF

you killed my soul
without even tellin me what was my role ?
how much trust did I place in you
for you to tell me what's not true ?

you didn't even think of the good times
when I and you used to speak in rhymes
I couldn't place my life in a safer hand
wish I could hurt you with a magic wand

the derailed rail under the sun
bad times steal all the fun
now I've learnt to live with myself
cause I will not betray myself ....

I DON'T LIKE YOU

The look in your eyes,
The hate in your thoughts,
The doubt in your mind,
The sarcasm in your smile ...

Why should someone love you ?
Why should someone care for you ?
Why do you deserve the things you have ?
Why should your life be so good ?

My hands tremble,
My legs shiver,
My mind's numb,
My heart's beating hard ...

I hate the way you look at me,
I hate the way you talk,
I hate you more than anyone,
I hate you like I hate myself ..
The mirror speaks it all through your eyes !

I'M BORED

One more exam to go .. Fuzzy Logic.. wonder why am i blogging now when i didn't blog during the study hols or durin any other exam.. I don't know.. I'm just bored .. Had to take a break .. A long break.. waitin for the match to start so that I have company while studying :) .. Oh yeah haven't told that I study in front of the TV.. very strange I know.. I owe half of my aggregate in BE to my TV... :D Its like the best company one could get when you're trying to study late night and you switch onto some movie and keep taking breaks while studying.. I don't know why do we get a break for more than a day in between the exams.. Its so horrible and you cant get yourself to study and moreover its the last exam .. All my other friends are breaking their head over UID... for people who don't know what it is .. Its Principles of User Interface Design.. I mean imagine they'll be the first 'new scheme' batch writing this paper and have no experience of how the paper will be set .. They sit and mug pages together achieving nothing.. I mean are they going to take up Interface Design as a part of their job ? I'm sure most of us will be in the testing sector initially where I don't think any of our subjects help ... Big Deal !! All I know is i'll be taking C and C++ from my BE which is again half done.. Well !! this is more fun than any engineering.. Sitting and pouring your thoughts out to people you know or don't .. It doesn't make a difference anyways.. :) My boredom has reached its limits in these 4 years and I'm glad i'm getting out of it soon...

ALL THE BEST to my pals writing exams..
P.S : I'm still bored :D

Alls well that ends well

Ever heard of this phrase ? i'm sure you might have !! It seriously was a kick ass start... I'm talkin bout my journey through my engineering.. I still remember the day i got into a small classroom.. looked all around the class for familiar faces.. Could I find one ??? Bloody hell!! All new faces.. never seen them before.. I thought I wouldn't be a goody goody nerd types !! I decided to start from the last bench !! Bloody losers in the class.. I just was a little late.. and all the benches except the first one was free :) Never did I sit in first bench before !! :D then why now ? It just had to happen.. And today's the day where only a few months of my college life left for me !! The journey couldn't go better !! I was nothing in my first sem and today in the seventh sem people call me a database of the people in college ? Ofcourse !! I will know people if i speak to them !! So it doesnt really matter !! Made a hell lot of friends !! A few annoying people too to tolerate !! Part of life !! Many introverts but not many narrow minded .. A college where I got a younger sis !! :) I cannot ask for more !! I can only thank all my friends for this wonderful journey !! :)

Keep in touch
Love
Vinod (01/12/2006)

Yo! this is a special dedication to all my close ones who could make me smile even for a microsecond.. and yeah we dont give a tiny rat's ass do we ? rock on!! :)

CRASH RECOVERY :P

Sometimes I wonder why I think
that I reach the sea bed of miseries
and scuba dive into the moronic ocean
when I know I'll reach the shore.

Kept tryin to beat around the bush
cause I knew it itches badly in there
I kept running away from it
though the head on wouldn't hurt.

Could've lifted the spirits myself
but never knew you'd be a comfort
never knew the small things you gave
could help me cross the mountain.

I knew I had to go further
never knew the hurdles got higher
had to shatter them to pieces
gosh ! you came in as a hammer.

With those warm hugs and sarcastic winks
I've learnt to live it all
just stick around here dont run nowhere
keep moving on with that contented smile

:)

HOURS OF SILENCE

Silence is golden as they say
but do we know its value ?
it couldn't lead us to anything
nor could it lead us out

Amidst a thousand hearts ,
I chose to be silent
given an hour to me
make it seem like a day.

Does this silence really matter,
to me or to you?
when i could think of someone
and compare silence and time.

From the wee hours of the day
to the enthralling beauty of the stars
I can hear the silence
the moment the sound stops.

I would love to speak
but only when you halt
and when your eyes speak out
this silence speaks so loud

:)

THE MEET

The lushy green grass invited me
the bees sang the lullaby
the moon showed its valor
and he walked shedding light

I couldnt have chosen a better spot
and you could've held my hand
but i chose the extreme
and walked out of this dream.

I had to be here
with the anxiety to see you
this world couldn't lead me
Nor could i hold your hand

The warmth in your touch
the love in your heart
the strength in your hold
i could feel it in your eyes

I know you felt the same
with memories of the past
you could be yourself though
within the bounded time

Yet we could meet
with my thoughts forsaken me
i could see the future
what i have in you

:)

WHO ARE YOU?


I wandered all through the mountains
To find all that i needed.
I reached the summit and shouted
I called God and I was summoned there
He could read it all in my eyes
He could see it all in my actions

He gave me you
He said take care of this precious thing
I could not believe what i had
Is this what I had asked for ?
Who are you?
Are you the one I craved for all life ?

You are bigger than a friend
You are like me
A silent nod of assurance
A smile of affirmation
I couldn't ask for more

Whenever I looked into your eyes
I could see what God saw in me
I could feel a year younger
I could redeem my soul
Now I know who you are